2009年7月4日 星期六

Reading

I am reading the Catcher in the Rye.
I remember a female English teacher in the NTUT.
She was damn lousy. She always talks about her daughter and her husband.
She always says her husband was graduated from CK senior high, and how smart a person he is. How much he had got in the IQ test.
She always talks about these staff in class, and she probably thought this would make people think she's smart too.
Damn her, shit.
She always talks about her damn smart daughter.
She always says her daughter had started to read English novels since she was in kindergarten. She can finished Tolkien's the Lord of the Ring series by her self.

She's damn annoying, she's never a good teacher, but a big bastard.
She always makes herself a pride person by telling the glory of her husband and her daughter. They seems to make her the wisest woman in the world.
Damn her. Damn, I couldn't imagine such a teacher would be there in the world. I mean it, really.
She could not at least teach anything useful.
The way she looks at everyone is irony. She must think all of the students are morons. Yes, I had to admit all of us are morons except me.
I hate a teacher who always stands proudly and speaks nothing but rubbish.
I really want to wipe away her face from my mind.

我的床又重新變成一個堡壘了

我的床又重新變成一個堡壘了,有著由書堆起來的外城牆。
一切都跟四、五年前一樣。

我找到了一些19歲時寫的日記,寫在筆記本上面的。
有些年代更早,大概是17歲高二時寫的。
我打算近期整理出來寫成電子檔案。
看看自己長進了多少。
這些筆記本其實是我歸類收好的,因為不知道他們能幹甚麼,只好統統放在一起。
等到未來再作決定。

我甚至還意外找到小學時期的筆記本,不過上面只畫了一隻腕龍。
我照著恐龍圖鑑上面畫的,畫得很像。

Linux的核心

我想Linux的核心不夠好。
現在是平均分配的關係,但實際上使用,有些程式應該有更多的資源。
我看到有個教人轉換的RealTime核心的,說是比較適合一般桌面使用者。
不過我不敢貿然轉換,現在我還有一些問題需要解決。
比如輸入法問題,我裝了SCIM,輸入框消失的問題解決了。
而且新酷音的確比詞音好用多了。
不過原先gcin裡面的日文輸入法我要怎麼拿出來用?
現在這台電腦裡面gcin和scim都有了。

我說Linux核心的問題,資源分配的問題。
就是比如我在打字、同時播放音樂,但我不希望音樂會因為我開啟文件或甚饃的,而中斷幾秒這種情況。
這在資源分配上絕對需要改進改進
也許是因為電腦的cpu老舊,但我相信軟體這部份是可以改進的。

腸胃型的感冒

我得的是腸胃型的感冒
現在我就是因為腸胃痛的受不了而不能睡覺,所以才在這裡打字。(現在是午夜一點)
其實我剛才是在看小說的。
我在看麥田捕手。原文的讀起來真有一種快感,我一年多前看過中文譯本,翻得很好很流利,把那種口頭禪對翻的很合當流暢。原文的我看的時候邊看邊想如果是我,我會怎麼翻譯這個髒話。
看來我的詞彙還是太少了,我指的是中文的,因為用來用去的髒字還是那幾個。
根本無法跟上原本小說裡的那種豐富流暢。

我不知道還要多久才會好,沒想到腸胃型的感冒這麼痛苦。
每天每時每刻都頭痛的受不了,好像發燒一樣發熱發脹,可是體溫計並沒有顯示發燒。
肚子又漲又不舒服,餓的時候因為腸胃炎只能吃白麵包喝水,不飽。
稍微嘴饞吃多一些又開始不舒服。
渾身酸痛,喉嚨痛。
腸胃痛的感覺很像想跑廁所,但其實並沒有。
就這樣一直痛讓我睡不著。
大概在我搬回家之前我就已經感冒而不自知了吧。
真可惡。