2011年10月4日 星期二

音樂

再不聽新歌,就要變老骨頭了
終於明白為什麼父母師長輩的人總是只聽自己年輕那一代的歌曲
假如歌手淡出歌壇,他們聽的音樂也就終結了,只停在那個歌手最後的專輯上。

因為沒時間認識新的歌手和音樂了,心靈已經關閉起來了
或者,他們已經成長進到下個階段了,流行歌曲的情愛追逐悲歡
已經是過去式了,那就聽老歌回憶往事就行了

新的曲風,唱得是一樣的東西,品質還可能更差
但篩選過的美好回憶只會越來越濃香,老歌只會更熟,往事只會不斷放大

現在想想,我確實太自私了。一直是如此,一直不能把握身邊的人或事物。
只想躲在過去,可是不想經營當下或未來
蠻難過的。

還有,  可以聽古典音樂,真的是聽不完的寶山,而且值得重複聽。
人類音樂藝術的頂峰了。

Tonight

While I was on the road to fetch the train ticket, I got strange obsess with two thoughts. One is Walter Benjamin's idea of Profane illumination, it bids me to read it crazily. This is the reason why I came to Taichung, I wanna do sci-fi research. If I didn't do it from this moment, I'd be a sinner. The other is the love relationship with Sunya. Is it really love when someone is out of reach most of the time? It's just started but it be really a torture pretty soon. There would be big problems, I know that.

Things would go wrong, on me or her.
At least I got to take her beside me most of the time. I know that be a good idea and if I had done this earlier...

Gosh, my heart hurts so much...I need some sleep to cool down the pain.

Be right back to what I dropped here or there.